Boyfriend went in army bootcamp 2 weeks around 2 weeks ago now.Duh ver sad:/.Mostly though because many things were left un-gone over.I got a text though for a little and we switched addreses to write letter.Hopefully we can get on that cutsey Dear Jhon status biz thatd be nice ;3

American Horror Story Asylum, Premieres Wed. Oct. 17 at 10P only on FX. Commit Yourself.

idk whats the right thing to do anymore i'm always soo damn confused.My life needs to get back that simple substance soo i can be fine again before it tears me apart.knowing exactly what i want and and alsoknowing its not gonna ever come or not yet to me is gonna drive me nuts!Even though i can be patient i suck at it:/! What the life i could've had for myself could of made me soo much different then it is now.Whould it really? i wouldnt ever know now but even though i still think it would i need to be told what to do......! grr venting venting like always. I can put such a happy face but at certain reminding moments can just set off such a heap of shit flowing through my mind.

Wohooo once and for all this girl will finally get not liscence:( but...PERMIT;D. LOL i"ll take what i can. Finished all the tests n now for me to go pick it up afterschool today. -EXCITED FACE- tookme long enough:p fit it in there now last but not least right?

bored in credit recovery....I think musics soo powerfull and should be considered a religon.Its amazing how almost automatically it can alter any type of mood.

yesturday my boyfriend got me this cool present on his trip back from disneyworld:). It was a clam in a tin and you had to crack it open to see which color pearl you got and then you put it on a necklace that came with it.They all had different meanings for each color for relationship stuff and mine was white which ment a healthy love. Not bad surprise lol seing as hes not much 4 the romantic type that often:p